суббота, 18 октября 2008 г.

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Wow, something mustapos;ve bitten me for me to be writing 2 entries so close together.
I just needed to rant. So here goes.
I feel so guilty all of a sudden. I feel like I owe it to Evonne and Carl and the rest of the Sears people to be there for them. They have been nothing but amazing to me over the past year and a half, and here we are, with one of us on the verge of dying, and Iapos;m out in Boston doing my own thing. I feel so guilty that everyone else is taking all the burden and Iapos;m here just sitting on my ass studying for mid-terms. I mean, I realise that thereapos;s not much I can do about it, I made the decision to move out here and go back to school before she got sick. But then I start to think, what if she had gotten sick before I decided to move back to Boston? Would it have affected my decision? And, honestly, I donapos;t think it would have. Which makes me feel selfish on top of guilty. And I know that the few people who read this are shaking their heads saying, "Ali, youapos;re not selfish, donapos;t feel guilty, thereapos;s nothing you can do, just be there for them when they need you and be a distraction and a shoulder for them". But everything is always easier said than done.
I donapos;t know how Iapos;m going to handle visiting Evonne when I go down next weekend. We had all these cool plans, and now I feel like I should be spending the majority of time at her bedside, being there for her, like sheapos;s been there for me. This isnapos;t fair, why Evonne? Why now? Why ever??
God, if you wanted to test my faith, well, trust me, you are testing it to the max. Itapos;s hard to believe in anything at all when such a young, vibrant, caring person is suddenly shut down and keeps receiving blow after blow. What on Earth did she EVER do to you? She turned her life around. She made something of herself. She worked her hardest, provided for her family and her friends. She was everyoneapos;s shoulder and everyoneapos;s Angel. Now itapos;s our turn to be hers. They always say itapos;s hardest to watch the strong ones grow weak. And damn, is that true. I canapos;t turn off my brain at night, it just spins with memories of good times and funny moments. Ten times a day I want to pick up my phone and call her just to see how she is, but she canapos;t even talk on the phone. That is cruel God, just plain cruel. I pray and I pray and nothing changes. You played this game with me, but I overcame. Now youapos;re playing it with Evonne. Please God, give her the strength to overcome.

Haec credam a deo pio? A deo iusto? A deo scito? Cruciatus in crucem Tuus in terra servus nuntius fui officium perfeci. Cruciatus in crucem. Eas in crucem (Am I to believe those were the acts of a loving God? A just God? A wise God? To hell with your punishments I was your servant on Earth - I spread Your word and did Your work. To hell with your punishments. To hell with you)
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Hey everyone

I�figured Iapos;d make a post about this because lots of people have asked me in comments about it, and this will be a good thing to clear the air about.

Yeah, in my shop I�use mostly brass, copper, surgical steel, silver plated brass or gold plated brass.

I do this, because it is less expensive for me, and I can offer lower prices in my shop. Iapos;ve found that it sells well because it still looks nice, and I�buy quality products, so its not like the plating is going to chip off with regular wear.

Anyways..

I�WILL�DO�STERLING�SILVER�JEWELRY�FOR�SPECIAL�ORDERS I�have done this many times, and I�have absolutely no problem working with sterling silver. I�love it. Its soft and delicate, and so shiny.

Anyways, if you want me to make you something with sterling silver (or gold vermeil, or gold fill)�Just go to my shop, and on the right hand side right below where it shows my feedback rating, there is a little button that says "request custom item". Click it, and just tell me what you want. You can even upload photos for examples.

A few things to know-

I will ask you to pay upfront after weapos;ve agreed upon the design. Iapos;ll probably even sketch it out or show you components.� The reason I have to get payment up front is that I do not regularly carry sterling silver components (except for a little sterling wire, a few jump rings a few charms and the occasional clasp) so I�have to buy it to make it especially for you.�

And that leads to the other thing..

...Its gonna be more expensive than a regular item in my shop.

No, not because its a special order, but because I have to go out and buy it, and even if I�try to buy in bulk, the price of sterling doesnt really go down much if you order in bulk (unless you order a TON�of it)�so- yeah. I need to still be able to make a little profit, plus pay for the actual components.

Same thing goes for most gemstones, and special order pendants or charms.

As a price guideline, most sterling necklaces Iapos;ve made and sold have been between 35$ and 50$. Most sterling earrings were 15$-30$, again, it depends on the cost of the components and the time put into it.

All of that being said, if you just wanna see if I�could make something maybe someday or whatever, just comment or email me, or convo me on Etsy.

FaeriedTreasures(at)live(dot)com or if you have my personal email address you could use that one too.

thats all, just wanted to let everyone know, feel free to make special requests
I can also do special requests with the regular type stuff I�have in my shop, and I dont charge more because its a special request or anything. Beaded bracelets with a glass charm and a metal charm will probably always only be 9$�in my shop. Hahaa..

Thanks

-Drea

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пятница, 17 октября 2008 г.

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I havenapos;t ridden my bike since Friday. Iapos;m hoping there is still some bike riding left in this year; I miss it already, and am really not happy wait for the crazy Metro buses to pick me up in the morning. Why the hiatus? Iapos;m a sick...not much, but itapos;s been coming on for a couple weeks now and energy-wise, Iapos;m about as feeble as a metaphor written by a third grader. Okay, maybe high schooler. Iapos;m not so bad after all, and I donapos;t mind being ill, but I donapos;t really appreciate wheezing like the asthmatic kid at summer camp when I walk up a slight incline.

But I thought ahead and made a big pot of chicken soup with lots of kale, chickpeas, and cream of wheat dumplings. No need for that pesky food prep when I get home. Just a walk for Buck and a hot shower afterward. Oh, yay, hot water
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четверг, 16 октября 2008 г.

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My GODS this day is dragging. Seriously, it should be ATLEAST 4:00 by now, but itapos;s yet a measley 3:00

And the co-worker started up on the talk radio again earlier today. Iapos;m seriously tempted to make a WAV file of my voice saying "This is God. Talk radio is of the devil. Plus it annoys those around you. So KNOCK IT OFF" then embed that into a page over at CG, then backdoor the HOST file on his computer to have the URL for his streaming media point to that page. SERIOUSLY tempted. As in, I might be posting about his reaction to it this time next week. :-P

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среда, 15 октября 2008 г.

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With all this Hurricane Omar brew-ha-ha, I forgot about the last Presidential Debate for McCain and Obama.



Tonight is make or break for John McCain, who is still sliding down in the polls.



As of today, the elections look like a landslide in Obama's favor. I hope I can see the debate tonight, since in Puerto Rico the Electric Authority drops the ball very early in a weather situation like the one we will be facing.



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There are three upcoming events that might be of interest to Dracula aficionados in Toronto and Philadelphia:

1. Toronto -� Thursday, October 23. Leslie S. Klinger, editor of The New Annotated Dracula, will speak and show film clips illustrating the changing image of vampires. 7pm in the�3rd floor reading room of The Merril Collection of Science Fiction, Speculation and Fantasy at 239 College Street. All are welcome. No charge.

2. Philadelphia - Saturday, October 25. Elizabeth Miller (capos;est moi), co-editor/author of Bram Stokerapos;s Notes for Dracula: A Facsimile Edition, will�give an illustrated talk�about Stokerapos;s Notes and will sign copies of the book. 3pm. Location - the Rosenbach Museum Library, 2008-2010 DeLancey Pl (near Rittenhouse Square). All are welcome. No charge.

3. Toronto - Friday, October 31. Chris Humphreys will read from his new book, Vlad: The Last Confession, at the International Festival of Authors. 8pm at the Studio Theatre, Harbourfront Centre. Tickets are $8 each and can be purchased online or at the ticket office on site.

So if you are in or near either of these cities, be sure to join in the spirit of Halloween




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Emotionally speaking, Inez is in big, big, trouble. Once again all the emotions I thought I had killed has reared itapos;s ugly head and now if I am not careful, something not good is going to happen. Obviously Iapos;m not going to go into significant detail, (Iapos;m never sure exactly who might read this thing), but I will say that this is something I went through a little over a year ago and if Iapos;m not cautious, things could get very ugly. So my mission is now, come Hell or high water, to try once again to kill these emotions and hopefully start thinking more with my head and leave my heart out of it. Maybe I will send it on vacation. Hmm...Disney World perhaps??

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